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Monday, June 29, 2009

5:22 AM

The best decision

being simple and short . I'm back to my single status bt i won't find anyone else coz i still feel my heart is still with him . so understand me , as wat shasyaa told me , i must be strong . i tell you , i will and i wont show all of u i'm weak . i may be hurt deeply by him bt i still have my rights to stand up for myself . i love him for who he is nt other matters . ex, if you're reading this i'll tell you .. i'll be still waiting for you , i still love you . your hug will be my last memory for us , and my kiss for you will be my last memory for you . i love you and i sanggup tunggu you kalw kite mmg ditakdirkn bersame , tapy kalaw tk , itu dah dirancang . sampai sini , jage diri baek2 and jangan nakal2 . it's all over but i still believe tht my heart is still with you .
now, the reason why i post tht picture is because true friends actually are there for us when we're in disappointment or happiness or sadness. that is what true friends are for me.

Yourstruly ,

Saturday, June 27, 2009

8:07 AM

Random post

currently listening to Cinta Tiga Segi part 2 punyerhh . haiyoo , spammer ohh spammer, i'm giving you options eyhh . tell me who you are or kite trun 450(nt my block taww) settle pt sane . tkya nk huru hara pt syniee . i wonder if you knw the meaning of tht . hahh , i dun wan to think much . nw , 2 people are currently looking for me , the spammer and somebody else . the spammer is the bigger matter , well , i dun wan to tell you ayee . haish , tmrw maybe going out slack . bored laa pt umah , iyepon kalaw leyy kuwa . hehhe , hmm . i'm thinking of smth which really is confusing me , who am i really thinking in my mind most . bt every time i ask tht question , the answer will be _____ , guys , if u knw bout my life , listen to this song im listening , and you'll figure out who is _____. hmm , i'll just post out some of the lyric of this song :
mengapa harus ku derita kehilangan dirimu syg , haruskah aku tempuh semua ini tanpamu . perjalanan aku sepi semenjak engkau pergi jauh dari sisiku sayang . ku menangis oh tanpamu . mengapa kaw meninggalkan aku , saat aku mula mencintaimu . mengapa harus kau berubah hati terhapadku yg setia kepadamu , sayang . bertahun ku menunggu dirimu akhirnya kau jadi milikku , tiba masanya kau meninggalkn aku sendirian . haruskah aku pujuk dan merayu kembali atawpun harus ku begyniee sengsara tanpa dirimu . hidup derita tanpa mu aku tak mahuu .
haiyoo , liyana sudah mule jiwang laa kn , mlm2 slalu gyni . haish , boyf tk msg msg seyhh ! ishh , lpk ajehh .

Yourstruly ,

To manusia ??? 2:53 AM

woaa , happy tk akw nk post untk kaw , manusia ??? . happy happy ? suke ? tk suke ? hahh , akw cume nk blg eyhh , startingstarting akw warning kaw ajehh , akw tknk buat hal niee sumerh . kaw nk carik akw carik uhh , akw tk kesah , akw bleyy bgy kaw num akw , bler senang2 kaw nk jumpe akw msg akw beyhh kite jumpe pt blk 450 nknk ? kaw nk sgt carik akw kn ? pala buto uhh eyhh kalaw tk brani nk menghadap akw nan mataer akw . mataer akw da tawuu psl niee sumerhh . akw tkleyy simpan paperh dari die . kalaw kaw nk num akw , gy tag akw , gv me your num then akw msg kaw num akw . akw sentiase free kecuali sat and sundays . so paperh msg yerhh kite jumpe . kaw nk bobal psl akw pnyerh prangai peyhh , eyhh cibai uhh eyhh . my perangai , my say laa . kaw tk puas nan perangai , kaw sape pade akw ? kaw blg akw ! tkde name peyhh , eyhh kalaw nk bobal psl akw nye prangai tk kn tk berani letak name kaw . like what i say , kaw respect akw , akw respect kaw . kaw tk respect , cibai uhh ! kaw nk bobal gyni gytuu nan akw kaw bobal , kaw tgk jeyhh apeyhh akw buat , adr phm ? kalaw tk phm , blajar rajin2 smpi kepale kaw yg tk berfunctioning tuu meletop ! kaw adr hal nan akw , kaw blg . kite boleyhh settle nan respect tapy kalaw kaw tknk blg akw kaw saperh , akw akn dpt tawuu satuu hari pnyerhh. kaw nk dendam ke apeyhh kaw nye psl uhh eyhh . nie warning akw pade kaw . paperh jumpe di 450 okeayy ? and aah eyhh , kaw tk phm ape maksod spam eyhh ? haiyoo gy check dictionary okeayy ? bljr pndi pndi taww , kentalan btl . btw, jgn nk maen ckp dorg, kaw tawuu laa sapehh, maen cap ke apeyhh ke tuu sumerhh dorg nye psl . asl jealous suare dorg sedap dari kaw. mengaku jeyhh laa , kaw jealous sbb dorg lebeyhh disayangi olehh akw nan farina . kalaw kaw nk attntion sgt , mehh uhh akw leyy bgy kaw attntion . My blog , my say , my perangai .

Friday, June 26, 2009

2:50 AM

Jurong East Library

haiyoo ! ini time tkleyy ltk gbr laa . kesin knkn ? asshole sgtsgt . ishh ! kaeyy , today morning was awaken by boyf nyer msg , sebok ajehh . went to toilet then called boyf as he told me to , quarelled over a question . uhh ! pathetic kn bt we solved it by not msging each other for like 1 hr then he missed call me to show tht i must call him . bt his first missed call , i didnt heard it so the second one then . we just talked as per normal , without ungkitkan psl msg ituu . wow , and we did get over it . woohh ! he ride his bicycle to the back of my block and told me to look out. aaww , and i saw him. hahh . then he was like rounding rounding there and he told me i looked 'masam' cm blom mandi . cibai uhh ! haha , then i gt ready to go to je lib to return my younger bro's overdued book . like wtf ?! tapy atleast i cn get out of this house for a while . went there with suzila then went to kfc beli zinger meal .yumm ! went to jyc then da masok tk smpi 5 min kene kuwa sbb mak da telefon . bukan anak mak eyhh ! those who say tht then i tell you , fuck you , bitch ! urghh ! went home , suzila msged me on off punyerh msg , phm tk ? bla3 and im now blogging and yaa ! my mother's friend is here , sleeping over my house . waa , who want to sleepover my house with me ? pmpan eyhh pompan . laki tkya suaa . haha , cmphm , kalaw nk sleep over gy sleep over rumah sendiri ! haha . till heree , byee (:
Sayang die (: maafkn abt tht msg .

Yourstruly ,

Thursday, June 25, 2009

4:11 AM

Jurong Youth Centre

Helloh there ((: hehee , went to JYC just now , like finally i can gt out of this house ! waited for boyf in JYC , hahh , msg-ed him and he told me he just woke up -.- alalala , hehh . few mins , he came , just did random things , sing and lek2 . hahh , today was like boring , nt like other days , nyahahh. gotten bored , went out and sat beside JYC , slack . sounded tht fucking guy ! settled things , and boyf tolong taww . die caring ! hahh , die tk happy beyhh me , farina was like panicking ? got a call from mother , i was told to go home . but i dragged myself on the way home , malas laa kn ! sat down under my block for a while with them . then they bullied me ! nanges baru tawuu rase , ishh . mother called several times then i went home . hhahh , went home , i was pissed off ! every single mistake , i will get blamed , like wtf ! akw pembawak sial peyhh dgr dgr ! cibai ! till here laa . bye ((: sempat nk senyum tawuu .

Yours truly ,

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

5:24 AM

Very first post for this blog

ayeeayee (: i've finally create a new blog . sayang my self . nyehhee . kaeyy , its been a very boring holiday for me as i was nt allowed to go out , ar ! link me taww , andand tagboard havent put up yet so just wait for oneday . If im free to do , then i'll do or else nt uhh . till here then . just basic post .
sayang boyf sgtsgt !

Yourstruly ,