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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
4:06 AM

heyyy(:

i dont know how to say this to u bt these days i'm easily feeling jealousyy. everytime i see you close withh her, i felt hurt, well i felt jealousy. nt accusing anything bt i dont knw why. my feelings are disturbed. my anger cant be cntrlled, my feelings cant be controlled, but i am putting an effort to change. yes, i am. i kept my feelings, i kept my eyes close. only God and umaira how i felt. seriouslyy, its hard. i don't want this to happen again like what happened with me and two of my exes last tymee. jealousyy pnyehh pcl, sumehh hancorr. haiyoo, b, i trust u, tawuu tk. btl2 trust u. tpyy hatyy ini kadang tkleyy terimehh. haiyoooo. stopi it siaa yana withh the feeling2. okayy okayyy.


guys! i made up my mind lorr already. i will berubahh before i regret. maybe i realised how many mistakes i did, maybe some I'm still working out on it. but all i want was your support, not anything else.

for him(nt my boyfyy), i know u said to me, ' tkgunehh kauu nk buat baekk nieyy sumehh.' my heart felt hurt. can't u realise how my heart felt. everything is for the better. i don't know what has got into you lately. it just hurts and sucks. even i will cry infront of my friend because of u. darahh dageng sendiryy, kauu sanggop katehh gytuukk. kadang akuu rasehh disayangyy tpyy kadang tk. mungkin skrg youu think i'm talking to u rudely, bt feelings need to be shown right now. akuu tk dpt blg kauu face to face, sebabnyehh, akuu mestyy dihinehh, dipukol atauu apehh2. kalau kauu memang tk puas dengan apehh yg akuu buat. kauu muakk tgk mukehh akuu? teros terang jekk. akuu phm. kalauu u're reading my blog, i want to tell u this. akuu rasehh cm pembantuu kauu. kauu marahh akuu bilehh kauu badmood, kauu surohh akuu amekk kauu barang untuk kauu and tkdehh pon menunjukkan kauu nk akuu adehh pt depan matehh kauu? mungkin nieyy kauu masehh tk sedar hatyy akuu, org tk phm. tpyy akuu cumehh nk blg kauu, hatyy akuu saket dgr katehh2 kauu. kalauu kauu memang niat nk saketkn hatyy akuu, kauu dahh achieve(: amin ehkk? and btw, kalauu nk saketkn agykk. just save it. save it kayy? I've had enoughh. akuu tawuu akuu byk slhh pt kauu, akuu mintakk maaf kay? takecare for now. bye(:

to those yg tawuu maksod akuu, then diam2 jekk. thnks okay? and for those who hv been there for me, i appreciated. whatever shit i talk whatever things i did withh u, i apologise. and friends, family, boyfyy. i apologise to u for my mistakes..

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