Tuesday, March 30, 2010

3:51 AM

30/03
i'm not going to talk abt him on and on and on. u'll cnfrm be bored and irritated th uu won't read or visit this blogg no more.
well,, hmphh.. reached schh at around 7.20. hahah(: hppyy for one moment ahkk. for me to know,, and for uu to find out. hehehe(: then,, go ISH, assembly,, go class.. lessons as per usual. ii was not feeling well at ine moment where ii kept on sneezing and sneezing.. ahkk,, lemahh. then finished schh,, saw one missed call from someone,, then mcgg,, go bubbletea to buyy food. then met the others pt 401 then slackk. then after tht go jyc.. blahblahblahhh.. whatsoever. then go 401. was supposed to meet this person but cancelled sehh(: hppy(: uu knw whyy? coz ii tired(: heheheheh. then 6+ went to send umaira and the rest pt bustop then ii go home. then reached here.
yahh,, ii know my storyy is damn boring. coz ii didnt tell uu the full storyyy. haiyooo. malas.
am not feeling well because of terlaluu pk kn barang sumehhh! stress. i feel like going to have a fever. my throat hurts,, my nose is blocked and i'm errr.
to be continued..
as ii was saying,, and i'm totallyy cnfused lahhh! ii feell like giving up.
31/03
okayokayy. todayy got sports heat. like wth ! paisehh siaa whenn ii run. coz myy stupid damn it shoe fell off. and ii got last. stupidstupidstupid. hahah! okayy/ just a short post coz nt feeling well ahhhkk. thinking of him sucks coz it makes me feel like stress and confused and meranehh uu knw! errrr -.- stupid damn it stress. he don't knw how ii felt so he didnt knw lahh. he don't even care coz by the wayy he talked to this someone abt me says so. 'biar ahkk' wth? okayy,, shhh.
01/04
sueyy ahkk niaryy. okayy lets talk. ii dint go schh coz not feeling well. since sundayy sioww. then ii went doctors'. somebodyy accompanied me to the doctors' uhkk(: that person was so sweet. then aftr tht go home,, tht person sent me to my bustop. then we went our seperate ways. reached home,, eat food then eat medicine. fyi,, the medicine was like suckishh. it bluekk! cn make ppl die uu knw! then go rest,, slept for a few hours. gt a call from friend. fina wanted to visit me coz she dont hv ppl to go withh but ii dint allow her coz ii wanna rest and sleep. sorreyyy(: then got another call from ira,, she asked me to go slack bt ii dont want but since ii gt to knw she gt no mood,, ii sensed smthh bad. so ii go meet them. checckk2 adehh hal ahkk. then we settle2. byk hal sioww niaryy. sueyyy ahkk. haiyoo. don't know whichh pihakk btol. apehh nieyy peng storyyy -.- sumehh hal pcl peng storyy. okayy then go sit down,, slck,, then go bck at 5.15. soryy to tht someone coz ii didnt get to go withh uu. adehh hal pnyehh pcl. my kwn sehh,, tkkn nk biarkn kan. tpyy hal kecyqq jekk. tpyy kesian sehhh. okayy now i'm typing here (: mendakk.

i'm confused lahh kepos! my love for him is fading. coz uu knw whyy? coz my hopes are fading and fading as ii gt to knw everythng, wth. uu never did to me like this for this long. -.- how hurt ii am uu don't even ccare. wth. kalauu tawuu i'm referring to uu,, boyy,, alhamdulillahh. errr. two person again. two person in my heart,, coz uu were never be there for me. my hopes for uu are fading. ii dont love uu now,, coz ii like uu. my love for uu arent there anymore. onlyy like. now two ppl dearies.. two ppl. everytime ii thnk of my ex,, ii feel sad. bt when ii thnk of this other one person,, my heart beats faster than before. errrrr! ahkk. shhhh. i'm getting better bt worser. understand kn lahh! haiyoo ! byebye.
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