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PANTAT! no mood. stress. mind totallyy cocked up.
ii wanna cry. cryy a million tears. million of tears can't explain everything. but all ii wanna do is shut up and live a very unstressful life. i've had enough of love. what the hell is love? stupid love. idiotic love. play love. young love. what ii know is love sucks! even if i'm single,, love still exist in my heart. people say single is better. but no,, attched is better coz uu cn onlyy have one person to love. and thts better. but all ii want to do now is onlyy love one. who is that one person? him or him or him or him or him. ii shall not find,, ii shall not think of it for this tymee being coz ii wanna let it just come to me and ii shall not worry. let people love me,, let people hate me,, let people talk all they want but i'll just let myself wait for my one love to walk pass me and really look into my eyes and sayy ily and shall it be true or not,, i'll know. coz once,, i've experienced it.. the tymee when ii sat withh him and he reallyy stared into my eyes and sayy ily infront of them. coz that point of tymee, ii knew he would love me.. all ii wanted to do now.. is just meet him and tell everything to him abt my feelings. i've regretted going out withh other guys aftr we broke up. i've regretted.. days passed.. life changes.. feelings changed. but myy love for him stil isnt fading. if ii could just tell him how ii feel.. ii would and ii would just wait for him and reallyy look into myy eyes again and sayy ily.. and hug me and never let me go.. coz he's the person who took away my first kiss. all what ii wanted.. he took away.. but my mistakes ruin everything. ii know! dont tell me! ii knw tht i'm stupid! regretted. i totally regretted. ii knw.. and nw,, todayy, 15 march wil be the happiest and sadddest dayy perhaps.. maybe ii should take this as a learning point. a learning point i'll never forget. and a mistake pathh ii shall never walk on again. ii need someone. a person who could love me. a person ii love.. a person who has no condition towards his love for me.. all this while,, i'm expecting him to be tht one person.. and for all ii knw,, people said uu want me backk,, uu still love me.. but its nt tymee yet.. ii would just wishh.. on 21/01/10.. uu will rmbr our dayy.. the day we gt together.. and on 21/03/10 uu would meet me and just continue our love again and really stare into myy eyes and sayy uu love me.. and all this while,, ii was talking abt ahmad.. yes,, ahmad. he is the one ii love. and stil hoping he would be mine bck. i'll just have to wait. ii still love youu..