Somehow, i'm not calm . just somehow, there's something in my mind that is telling me, i'm nt well .
in a while, there will be some sort of pain in my head . maybe, just maybe, my migrane is coming back . i'm getting stressed up more and more . i don't simply know why . everytime i sneeze or move my hand, one part of my body hurts . i have to do things slowly . i've been feeling down lately, thinking of everything that came into my way . still, waiting for him to tell me, he love me one more time . every night, i still cried thinking of everything . wishing he would call me, and talk to me . i know, he's been busy but .. i just don't know why .. we're beginning to be further apart . i missed everything from him .
this coming 27th, i'll just hope we'll be able to spend our time tgthr . hmph, zaileng, get the truth from me . i'm sorry ..
