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Saturday, July 31, 2010
3:18 AM

Yana having flu, people . its a badbadbad sign ! Hmm . alright, i've known something really painful a few days ago . someone i really loved, someone i have been waiting for his presence in my life, left me and have me replaced with someone . maybe someone better, or not, i'm just upset .my hope just lost . i'm going to move on . just maybe but what i meant moving on is stop loving him, not finding a replacement . but i'm nt willing to . it takes time . love ain't important for now . all i know i'm going to lead a single life right now .
all that i want to know, why did he replace me that fast ? where were all his words . HMM . forever means nothing . stupid me for believing . i trusted you, boy, but you left me . you took my trust as your advantage . thankyou ehy . hmm . smge last long and i hope you'll regret one day . get what i mean ? if you don't, pandai2 ah ehy . hmm .
someone i liked right now, cnfessed to me already . hmm, wow . but no, i cnnt accpt him .. coz i haven't loved him . coz now, i'm still forcing myself to stop loving that ex of mine .

i'm sick and tired . uhhh ~ heh ! wish me luck ppl in my life . gdbye :D


Thursday, July 22, 2010
1:25 AM

HELOH ! i know, i'm sory i didn't update for so long . it have been so lazy for me to update . coz you know why ? LONGLONGLONG story . i know i've been making you wait for my new post but oh so sory i'm lazeyyyyyyyyy ~ understand ? awakawak, kite dah single D: sedeh sgt .. kite tknk ceritekn pt syni tpy kalau awak nk tawu, tnyelah saye .. biar lah rahsie antare zaidi nan yana .. setiap malam, tawu tk ape kite nmpk kat langit ? bintang dan bulan .. yg penah kite ungkapkn pt zaidi yang kalau yana nmpk bulan, dan bintang, maknenye yana maseh ade harapan untuk die, sygkn die, rindu die .. yana tktawu die maseh sygkn yana .. tupon slh yana .. silap yana .. yana ade satu lagu untuk die .. dah due yana buat untuk die .. satu untuk yana nye for fun .. HMPH . lau ade time yana record, yana letak pt syni bgy korg dgr . sedap tawtaw . alright, i wanna play guitar :D


Saturday, July 10, 2010
4:45 AM

I'll be your ONLY BbyGirl, dear :D
Life's have been boring and irritating ~ days passed and i've got to know, life seemed never to be perfect nor okay . i don't know why . but, it just seemed to me like it . maybe stressing myself up, is making me that way . maybe not understanding the situation, is making me feel that way . maybe what's up with me is nothing . just simply an ordinary girl, whick is seeking for love, care, smile, laughter and joy to her life . to a life that seemed to be everything for her . but it just seemed, that everything i say, will have its critics to people . and i will get myself in trouble .

This morning, right where i opened my eyes to a fresh new day, with tears filled in my eyes . i just seemed to see everything coming around again . waking up with naggings, with cries, with the sound of irritateness . at first, i was fed-up with those nags my mother gave my younger brother but when i heard it, my past flashed back . what happened to me, happened to him . now, i'm becoming a role of a brother, a sister and the last child . no, it just seemed to be that way . i cried, and that, i became like my brother whom last time, used to cry when i got scolded by my parents and see me gt beaten up . i became a role of a sister, whom i have to know what my younger brother felt . the position of the last child, where i have been in that position and learn to feel those who is going through it again . and becoming in that position of my mum where i have to do those things my mom used to do .. life is getting complicated .. well, thats why its called life .

these days, i tend to shout at people, rude to people, cry alot, lose my patience faster, it all doesn't seem to be me . it doesn't seem to be like who i used to be . i may change again in time .. i am still looking for the light to my darkness .. where are you ? ...

:D still, putting on a smile . byebye .


Monday, July 5, 2010
4:17 AM

sorry i've not been updating my blog . HUAHUA / been lazy and busy lately . busy ? NEH . i mean lazy only ! HUAHUA . WAIT ! i want go toilet for awhile . HAHA .

I'M BACK !
I'm going out in a while then . just hope so . HAHA . aye , hmph, nth to post but i'm good :D alright / i love you guys . okay ? thats enough knkn ? HEEEE ! Muacks ,