Tuesday, October 26, 2010

5:42 AM

untuk satusatunye org yang saye cintekan . ini untuk awak ..

B I O L ♥

Ingaat taak mcgmcg you antar i ni semue ? as i'm writing this, i'm crying baadly . i cannot take it )':

'eh, saye rindu awak larh .'
':( . i just keep thinking of you . idk why .'
'i noe . i figuring out wats in your mind . yea . u r diff thn any other girls i've met '
'but why must you lie to me ?slh ke ? i noe larh, saye baru jek knl yana . and saye bkn siape2 untuk yana . but y must you lie ?'
'but why must you tink in a negative way ?u dont knw what ppl are thinking and u cn just say anyhow by saying tht tkde sape yg kesah if you tell. tat shit man . cmmon . i care abt you. eventhough i just knw you .'
'its good tht you tell me coz, saye tk akn sakit kan hati awak . kalau awak tk blg and saye tktawu and wat if i saket kan hati awak ? its bad rite ?'
'no i will not. coz i, myself da mule sukekn awak ,'
'yea . i miss you .'
i'm sorry for being a jerk to just not forgive you . i'm sorry . and i'm sorry too if i spoil your mood . or buat you tk tdo for the whole day . its my fault, im sorry . saye cume sakit haty larh you shout at me saying bdh '
'u,imy .'
'okae . makesure tdo taw . syg awak! mlm .'
'sayye pon same jgak . kalau saye terkasar bahase, kat awak ataw kurang ajar, and buat awak saket hati or kecewe or smth, saye mintak maaf sgtsgt . and i hope you'll enjoy your day aite , syg awak jgak :) slamat hari raya !'
' syg, jgn biarkan diri kite yg controlhidop kite . let our haeart cntrol what we do . ok saye jujur . i still have small feelings towards my ex . but i started to like you bit by bit .'
' see, like i told you . kite manusie tk bgs simpan sesuatu kt diri kite sendiri . its good to share and let it out to someone . syg, perasaan suke blh jady cinte or syg. we dont know . it might hpppn suddenly love . saye pnah alami ni , and thts why i am sorry if i make you like me . coz i scared if i make a wrong decision or a wrong move or menyakitkn hati you .'
' u wanna knw wad, i feel tht i fall in love with you .'
' i knw its hard fr you untuk percaye . yea . hati i mcm, idk hw to explain . macam rase the feeling of first love gitu . idk how to express it .'
'coz i da mule jatuh cinta ngn you'syg, da bgn blm ni ? i aru bgn . and i'm late . haha , dalarh, my hp batt flat . mls nk chrge . nnty around two gitu, i text you okae .u just tkcre of yourself aite . love you and i miss you . bye .'
' iyeiye . slh i. i ngaku , jgn pk i tk ingt you, i ingt u mane i gy taw .'
' i trust you syg, jgn risau .'
' wad ? u tkmoh smbrg bbl larh . wat ? u r nth special to me ? wtf ! you are somethng special to me . ginie uh perangai you. i suke sgt. i like . thnx bie .'
' btol uhk . u pompan okae ?u pk i ape ? suke uh tgk pompan alek lmbt . kalau pape tjady pt youcmne ? pk i tk kesah ke pcl you ? u think wad ? i cume pk kan diri i srg je uh ? eventhough kak i alek lmbt, i pon mrh die . wad ? tk hppy ? okae . i no problem . go on . mrh i ? cpt uhk .'
'syg ! bgn . da pkul 6 . heee . i love you :D'

hmms . i maseh simpan tu sume . katekate manes you . hmms, i rindu ♥ but now, whaat hppen ? ohmyyy . i'm hurt . truly hurt . why must it be thiswaay . i knw i slh ): i'm stupid to have said tht . i'm just not me anymore . i got no moods these days . i cpt naek angen . i cpt nanges . i cpt marah . idk why ? but it seemed tht my life went wrong . ytd was the worst day . i hate ytd ): coz it hurts me deep . story abt H , seeing your profile . i dont knw why . its because i truly love you, thts why i'm hurt . i kept on crying .
if you're reading this, i'm sorry . i hurt you too much . pls, text me . dont make me suffer . listen to this song, berilah peluang . thts for you , its the same . hmms . you dont want me to cry kaan ? i need you back . i realized i loved you too much . only you ): i'm hoping for you to return like last time . i missed you .

♥ please ? love me, treat me like last time . i want to be someone special to you . like nobody have been to you .

please, forgive me . i'm sorry . its hurting me too deep ):