Thursday, November 18, 2010

7:06 PM

I don't care how much i loved you before .
For all i know, you played around with my feelings .
and i hate you now .

Yana hate people who played around my feelings without me knowing myself . well, i hate you boy . you never were faithful towards me . you were just acting around . you had alot of girls behind you when i was there infront of you . i only loved you . i ditched every guy who wants to have my number, who wants to be more than friends with me just because of you . you were so special and important to me, yet you just don't seem to care at all . see, you told me you loved me . whats all that ? just another of your bullshits sweet talking and you don't even mean it . do you even knw how much it hurts to see myself being played around and fooled ? maybe you have yet felt that before . but , trust me KARMA WILL HIT YOU BY THEN . and you will regret throughout your life . trust me . you have your looks, i agree, but you took advantage of it . you played around with girls, knwing tht girls will fall into you ? agree ? comeon laah . i know, one daay, when you're faithful to this one girl, when you really love her, she will be the one playing behind your back . trust me, and you'll ask why did it happen to you . and you'll remember back every girl you played around with . and you'll regret . comeon laaah . i've been faithful to you . did everything tht you expect me to do . like, not going home late, sleep . and so on. haiyaaa . let me tell you, i did love you . really love you for two months . eventhough you and me are nothing but friends and when you said you love me , i expected you to be faithful . i thought you were thaat type but when i heard it from her last night, that you were just the same old playboy type, i felt fooled . oh God, why do i even met you in the frst place and have to love you by then and get fooled /: SETUHHHPIDDD . yes, i admit, i was stupid to love you , a PLAYBOY . oh tsk . your statuses in fb, you're talking about faith and all, loner ? well then, i tell you. are you even having it ? hmms :/ idk why i'm still holding onto this . i've been saying i hate you,i'll move on, but i'm still considering to give you another chance in my heart . there's still a little hole of light coming froom that door for you . but i bet, ither girls have just shut the door close in your face . hmms :/ idk why . but i am just expecting you to change . i don't want to leave you, eventhough i've got hurt by you too much and this was the worst, the last . but i still want to get hurt and cry and still love you . and you, changing, being faithful :/ hmms, i may nt be your type but well then, i knew, it were not meant to be . this is for you . i'm just DISAPPOINTED, UPSET, ANGRY, REGRET towards you . i've had enough but this ain't enough . hmms .. thankyou for making me not wanting to love any guy again . all i knw, i'll take caution when it comes to love . till here then . :D talk to me only when you've changed to a person i want you to be . i've did what you wanted me to do . and now, this is the only thing i wanted from you . CHANGE , boy change . have a HEART to those you've played around with . be in me, be in them . thankyou :)

Though how much it hurts to see, this happening,
i'm still just expecting a better one coming :')