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Saturday, November 20, 2010
9:31 PM

` My heart closed ;

Last night .
- yeaaa, i lie on my bed at 1 . i was so freaking cold and shivering so yea, i covered myself with my blanket . tissues all over me . i kept thinking of him . i texted him wishing our three months knwing each other, yet no replies . i was so disappointed and my head hurts really bad . it have been a long time since i had this migrane and it came back . maybe because of my lack of sleep and stress . i was so freezing and my skin really was burning especially the neck part and forehead . i tossed and turned ;/ hmms , ppl irritating me with messages . God, i was restless and i fell asleep .

Today .
- woke up at 9 , got a call from ririnn, i was lazy to wake up and she told me to siap now but i delayed, i slept back and woke up at 10 . i was late, i bathed quickly . and my nose bleed awhile . Panas dalam lor . hmms .seriously, i've never had these things for years ago and it came back . and oh well, i just got ready and i'm off . reach JPS at 11 ;D just walked around, eat talk to ex sch mates and suffs . saw ahnie and her makcik :) geees ^^, so yea, went back home changed shoes to meet the others to go play arcade . we ate at macd first and walk around fr awhile and went arcade . took pictures . pictures are with Nadd lorr :) hmms, so yeaa . after that around 7 got ready to go back home . took bus home and just rest ;) thnks Aya for the bear :) awhhh , its hanging on my shelfs :) heees ^^, sweet lorrr.

But i tell you eh, my heart have closed, for all guys . if caan, i would not want any guys to love me, or even like me . trust me :D coz i won't be able to give them that love . you knw why ? yana have had enough of getting hurts from guys . andand, even if i contact around with my guy friend , talk with them jokingly like close like that, it doesnt mean i like them , kaay ? hmms , i treat everyone equally unless otherwise uh . if they irritate me, guys or girls, i'll not treat them like how i treat my friends, best friends :D heees, kay bye ppl .