I'm back people . i've not been updating si yea, i'm back . i realized how much i have abandoned this blog :/ i bet no one views this anymore cause it got real dead . real dead . well, this post is actualyy for my Stupidboy :') if you've noticed, i'm back to my single life :'/ OMG, i cant believe he really broke the promise . he broke my heart real hard this time . he left me . StupidBoy, do you still rmbr us ? whatever your reasons were for letting us go, i admit it, it hurts alot . i didnt believe you at first but then, that hurt i felt was cured by just believing you . yet, it still hurts . how much we did tgthr everytime we met, its like i wished i would rewind time back and said no the first time you asked me to be yours . coz i felt this, if we were bestfriends, its much more better, dear . hmms :'/i've been crying out for days because of you . do you still think of me ? do you still love me ? do you miss us ? i always thought of it . or have you moved on ? if you have, i bet i'm stupid to still wait . i knew now tht you're that person who flirts . i wished i didnt have to meet you when we have the first eyecntct, coz tht is when i fell in love, ♥ . coz if i have rewind those times, and reject everythng, i wouldnt have hurt this much . i didn't regret us, i swear i didnt but the fact that you let go hurts too much . real pain in me . yesterday night, i dint went home , nobody opened the door for me . they pretended they didnt hear me knocking . i went to Grandma's house . while walking there, i realized how much pain i have been facing without you here . and tht night itself, i went through almost all those places we spent our time tgthr at, and memories flashed back . every single tear came gushing out of my eyes . good thing nobody realizes .. hmms, you came into my life with a big meaning to me, and you left me in pain .. do you knw today was the worst ? i cried the whole day, still thinking of you . hoping that you were still here . eventhough i tried to accept the fact tht we're over, i still cant . i really forced a smile, but tears flow . i forced to laugh, but only tears and pain in my heart :/ if i alr gotten over you, i've given my num to ppl, get tgthr with other guys, laugh my days out . but no, i'm not doing it sayaang . i still really do love you like no one's business . i just hope everything went smoothly before and we're still tgthr, but now, everythng is done :/ why oh why ? for whatever it is, please still rmbr me, love me, miss me eventhough i am not around . when you want to forget abt us, rmbr the times you tried holding on ♥ now, i tell you, please make a great choice, choose that girl wisely . and that girl is lucky to have you . and please dont hurt her like how you did to me . StupidBoy, i still love you BigPiggy Galahboy .