Strong eh ? emmm, oh yea . kindaaa. i dont knw why, but today been missing StupidBoy . *slaps face . i may be missing him but then, i still keep this hatred feelings towards him because of the way he left me . *slaps face . ok shut up eh . you knw why i've been slapping my face ? coz i told my friends whenever i talk about him, slap me . but then it doesnt work . but wow, i cn brave myself to get tht slaps to forget about him , but i still cant ~ the more i get slapped, i will think about him more and my hopes to frget him fades and i'll think of him moreee ~ the thing is, its not tht i hate him but i'm scared to fall for him once more afterall seeing him left me just like tht . i texted him for sometime but he NEVER bothers to reply . maybe he has someone else . i knew he does, but atleast reply, i wanna knw how he have been doing . i may have posted smthg on my status in fb about someone else but tht doesnt mean i have moved on . i havent YET . haiyaaa :/ about A, he's similar to F . god damn it, wherever he stays, his attitude is the same as Stupid boy . A lives in woodlands, but around admiralty . so does Stupidboy kan ? oh tak eh ? A's attitude of going to training late, his attitude of getting hungry aftr training, and his attitude of choosing to eating at home rather thn outside is the same as StupidBoy . stupidboy does all that . he used to . everytime i talk to A, cnfrm Stupidboy appear in my mind . then how am i supposed to move on . :/ A is sweet but then the way he jokes around with me, i dont like . we're not even in a relationship but he treats me tht way . furthermore i dont knw him well yet . i dont love him . i've never met him before . but now, Stupidboy still in heart . i told my self i hate stupidboy, i've moved on but it seemed tht its just that i'm afraid to love him again . i did everythng with stupidboy, whatever i've been thru with stupidboy, is different than anyone else's . going out for movies with him, held hands tight, the moment he asked me to be his was special, far more special than the rest but stupidboy is just the guy who sometimes flirt . If, i were to have accepted how he is and who he is, i bet we're gonna last but this jealousy of mine was also the cause of the ruin of our relationship . but then smthg worst tht made us seperate . he told me he have to but why are you so fast in getting a new girl, boy :') it hurts me deep enough . hmms :/ Stupidboy, if you're reading this, text me . tell me you still care, you still love me . and youre reading this . i still love you but pls support me to move on :') but pls dont hurt me . at least, i want us to still be friends, close of friends, best friends ♥ takecare . :D