wahseyywahseyyy..
tk disangkehh tk didugehh. haishh saket hatyyy.
ended ended ended! haishhh): even if ii cryy a million tears it wont work out anyymore. boyy,, ii really love youu. ii will wait for you. insyaAllahh,, ii hope tht you and me will gt bck together. arhhhhh~ btw,, thnks to some who were there for me. listening to all myy cries,, all my feelings. but ii just hope ,, eventhough he is nt here withh me anymore,, he will still treat me like last tymee. ii want him to be my listening ear and his shoulder will be the place i'd lean on and cryy. ii wishh he was the one wiping away all myy tears.
ehehkkk~ you guys want to knw smthh? i'm sick. real sickk. since ytd,, ii became real lemahh. i've been vomitting last few days. but todayy,, ii vomitted abt 3-4 times): haiyaaa~ tmrw,, lauu tkmls mawuu pyy doctor. i'd just wishh he would accompanyy me like he used to last tymee before kitehh tgthr. ohh dammit,, ii miss all those tymes together withh him.
hmphh. i'm starting to think negative abt myy healthh. i'm seriouslyy worried. am ii having l....... haiyoooo. mudahmudahan tk. ahkk! if ii really have,, i'm sorryy ppl):
zaileng,, if you were to read this,, ii reallyy want you to know,, ii do love youu like how ii used to love youu. my love still is for youu. letting you go isnt easyy. its veryveryveryveryvery difficult. i lost hope when youu let me go. ohh,, ii'd just wishh you were here withh me now,, hugging me tightly and never let go/ haishhh. somehow,, ii hate you for leaving me but somehow,, i love you. but no matter what,, ii do love you.
wahseyywahseyyy! i am getting lemahhh! ahkk~ apehh nk buat,, dahh takdir.
byebye people.
